Before I even say anything, let me apologize! I’m so sorry about the lack of posts, its been almost 2 weeks if I remember correctly? Things have been so hectic, and it’s not that I haven’t been on the site, it’s that I just haven’t had the time, energy, or want to simply sit still and blog. And even as I sit here, I have a horrible headache, and don’t even feel like continuing this, but I will, because I have followers and I can’t let you guys down…But of course, my laptop decides it wants to be slow today, what in the world is going on?
Anywho, I’ve been good. Just busy with school and whatnot. I’ve been preparing for track and field which will take place in the Spring. I’m excited because we’ll be getting a new coach, and that’s always nice to get a new face, and see what different things they have to bring to the team; I’m excited for this new season, it's going to be a good one!
Ah, I never told you how my birthday weekend went, did I? My Bad, ha! But my birthday weekend was amazing, I have all the pictures, laughs, and memories; especially when the microwave caught on fire (long story)! If I could, I’d redo that weekend over and over and over…if only I had the chance! Those girls have my heart. I know we’re gonna be bestfriends forever. I mean, I know I’ve said that about a lot of people, but they defiantly will be in my life forever. However, I have been let down numerous times, but it’s all a learning process.
I’m learning to accept the fact that not everyone is meant to be in your life for long. That you need to be hurt, and abandoned so that you learn to stand firmly on your own two feet. Life is about learning. You needed to learn how to walk, learn how to talk, learn how to make friends, learn how to learn. Life is a process, a process we are forever perfecting, and critiquing.
Hm, I also heard some interesting news yesterday. I was actually shocked when I heard this, I didn’t see it coming you could say…because they seemed so happy to me; when I saw them in the halls, and at the pep rally. But I guess that wasn’t the case, Eric and Navea (I’m sure you remember from previous blog entries) broke up this past weekend at Navea’s sweet 16 party. My source said Eric broke up with her during her party, which I find COLD! But knowing him, it had to be for a GOOD reason. Because I know he can be mean at times (but we all can be), but I know for a fact he wouldn’t embarrass her like that purposely. Even though I personally don’t like Navea, I felt bad for her, it’s like a natural instinct for girls to feel bad for other girls went a guy breaks up with them…because we know how it feels. And no matter how tough the girl tries to act after the fact, it doesn’t soothe the sting any less. But hey, maybe that was her karma. Normally I don’t believe in karma, but I strongly feel like that’s what it was. What goes around, comes around honey. But, honestly I hope things between you two don’t go completely sour, you both aren’t bad people, so I hope things work out!
Moving on though, there’s this new kid in school! Named Dexter, but he goes by Orlando...Anyway, he’s been smiling at me all the time during choir, and we talk a lot between classes when we see each, like he’ll come to my locker and than walk me to lunch, and DOUBLE BACK to where his class is…so he’s going out of the way to walk me, which is SWEET. I’m still confused on whether or not he’s just being friendly or if he likes me. My friends are convinced he’s into me, but I’M not convinced yet. Simply because he’s really friendly with the other girls in our gym/choir period. So, we’ll see. Eli and I no longer “talk” (like in a way, that we would get together). He wasn’t looking for a girlfriend, just someone to mess around with, yet he would still treat me like his girl? (yeah, I’m confused too, isn’t that just like the whole boyfriend/girlfriend thing?) Either way, I wasn’t trying to have that, so I had to let that go…
Other than ALL of that, nothing has really been going on. Just school, school, and more school. I hope things with all of you are going well, comment and keep me posted on your lives, and I promise to do better blogging!
Keep smiling,
Nik.
eepover at a Marriott hotel with my bestfriends, and than kickin’ it with my other friends that Saturday night. Sunday I’m gonna spend with my family of course, but I’m super excited. We’ve been doing nothing but running around all week, getting things ready for Friday night and with school/homework and “Spirit Week” going on, for the big game against our rival school Saturday afternoon, I haven’t had time to just sit down and blog; it’s a mess I know.
inking about writing a book. I truly want to, I just have to find the time to sit down and focus my thoughts. And honestly when I think about how much work it’ll be, it threatens to scares me out of even trying to write one, but it’s something I’ve always wanted to do, and I have the talent, I just need to figure out the plot, characters, and all that jazz. Maybe it’ll be a memoir? Or a mystery? But more than likely it’ll be something completely different, and all my own! I’ll keep you guys posted on my progress on that, lol. I’m actually feeling like I’m getting something…like the opening page or something! It’s like this funny feeling I get in my head, when a poem or something is about to fly out. It’s weird, but it’s a sign, that if I keep typing, something deep and inspiring is about to stream out!