QOTD ! (Quote of the Day)

“Giving up doesn’t always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go.”

I'll put my input on this on later, ha!

The 411: 10/26/09

Hola chicos y chicas. Sorry, I’ve been distant. Somethings have been going on, and for some reason, when things begin to overtake me I tend to avoid my blog? Which is weird, I used to run to my blog in my time of need, now I feel like it’s a burden to be carried. I’m not sure, it’s just very difficult to explain. However, I know one thing, I won’t be shutting my blog down, that’s a no-no, lol! I love it too much, to get rid of it, I just have to get over this dumb little thing I have, is all.

Anyways, I’ve been alright. Actually, I’ve been very overwhelmed, a lot has been going on. I can’t really explain, but people know how to work my nerves, and push my buttons…but hey, two can play that game. School is good, I’m making the grades like always, it just takes a lot out of me. I put so much pressure on myself, (more pressure than anyone does), and I end up overworking/stressing myself out; which almost always ends in not only disappointment but accomplishment; it’s a bittersweet; love/hate thing.

On a happier note however, my birthday is in a couple weeks! November 8th to be exact! Since it’s going to be my 16th birthday (and it falls on a Sunday), my parents are letting me celebrate that whole weekend! So that Friday I’m going to have my bestfriends sleepover at a hotel with me, than that Saturday is our big football against our rival school; after the game we’re going to the movies, and out to eat (my friends & I), than my actual birthday (Sunday), I’ll spend with my family. I’m really excited, it’s the one thing I’m actually looking forward to!

Oh, and boys…I love you and all, but is it possible you could stop playing us girls? I shouldn’t say all guys are like this, (because without you “good guys”, where would we be?!) However, do you think you “good guys” could take care of the “bad guys” for us girls? & “good guys” I just wanna give you a pat on the back, don’t think you’re goodness and kindness is going unnoticed! I know you’re out there, and I thank you for treating girls right! I know you guys don’t like being played either, so we’re all together on this one…be true, and DON’T PLAY ONE ANOTHER!

Let’s leave this on a high note; tomorrow is going to be a good day, regardless of what I get on my Chemistry test; I did my best, and that’s all that counts. Hopefully my grade doesn’t drop too low, NO C’s!

Goodnight,

Nik.

The 411: 10/15/09

Hey there! I’m blogging two days in a row, what up, lol! Anyway, it snowed today! Yes people, it snowed in October! Of course, I was sleeping during this portion of the day, since I had a half a day, and didn’t have to be awake throughout the whole day, lol. I always miss the exciting stuff though, which sucks.

 

Moving on though, I got a slap in the face today (not literally, mind you!) One of my friends decided to try and accuse me of treated her like shit crap. So, of course being me, I just apologized like she wanted me to and just did what was expected of me. Why, I always end up doing this, I’m not sure? My former friend was right when he said I was “too forgiving”. Because I defiantly do not treat her the way she made it seem. I feel like she was just getting a tad bit jealous, or it’s more likely that it’s because we’re together 24/7, it’s only normal that we would get on each other’s nerves, but come on now honey, you need to calm down. Everything is “fine” between us now…but I NEVER forget what goes down. I’ve squashed the drama, but the memory is forever etched into my noggin, so choose carefully what you want me to remember dears!

 

I’m leaving school early again tomorrow, since it’s my parent’s anniversary weekend we’re going to see a play a couple hours away; which means I get to leave school around 11:30! I’m super excited, this portion of my week could have been better, but I have a feeling this weekend will make up for that! PSATS early Saturday morning, than either Dorney (if the weather permits), or movies instead with my babes! However, I have to get some stuff ready for tomorrow, I bid you all farewell…for tonight anyways, lol.

Looking forward to tomorrow,

Nik.

The 411: 10/14/09

I stand here and I wonder why it’s so hard for me to conform to the crowd. Even though people always say we’re all different, it seems like their all so alike. Yet, here I am; standing outside, while I’m still inside the room. Why am I the only “different” one among them?

Not sure where I’m going with that one (^^), I was just sorta feeling out of place with this group of kids I was with after school. Not the normal crowd I’m usually with…however, I can blend in well within different crowds, which is why my group of friends is so diverse. I just couldn’t understand why I felt so out of place with this particular group of friends?

I don’t know, it seemed like I was having a good day until my Dad ruined things, and my sister didn’t make things any better either. It just blows my mind how people hold so much power. We possess the power to make or break some people, and we as a people need to understand and control this power; because I feel like we’re beinning to abuse this precious gift...or is it a curse?

 

On a happier note, lol…Eli! So, we talked for the longest time yesterday! I got to know him very well last night, plus I loved how forward and funny he was. It’s apparent that something’s there, so we’ll (My girls, his boys) be going to Dorney, Saturday night for the Haunt Night, which is going to be so much fun! Eli and I made this “deal” so I’m super excited to hold up my end of the bargin, plus when I go this time I’ll have someone to “protect me”. <3

 

I’m finished, ranting lol. I love you all, and hopefully your day has gone better than mine! Oh, I’m beinging to feel sick, and a ton of kids in my school/area are out with “flu like syptoms” it’s a mess! However, we have a half day tomorrow, and I’m leaving early Friday…so things can only get better from here, right?

Tomorrow can’t come fast enough,

Nik.

Shawtys like a melody…

Hey there! So, I’m currently sitting here listening to my favorite song (at the moment, lol): “Replay” by: Sean Kingston. I LOVE this song with my everything, it’s been “replaying” on my iPod since this morning, haha! It defiantly describes my current love life as well; ELI <3. I love you honey. You’re such a sweetheart! We’re not together yet, but we’re talking daily, which always keeps a smile on my face, and has me laughing non-stop. I enjoy being with him, so he’s defiantly “…like a melody in my head, that I can’t keep out!”

Other than that, not much is up. I’m spending the weekend with my father, ha! And so far it hasn’t been too bad, so no complains; (KNOCK ON WOOD; don’t wanna jinx anything!) I’m either going to the movies with ‘THE CREW’, or Halloweekends at Dorney with my cousins tonight; either one sounds good to me!

I’m off though, my dad is taking my sister and I out for the day, I’ll check in later! Enjoy your Saturday everyone!

Replaying, ‘Replay’,

Nik.

"…Houston, we have a problem!”

…So I’m experiencing some technical difficulties with my “Homecoming ‘09<3” post (posted below me). I’m trying to fix it, but at this moment I don’t have enough time to just sit here and play around with it. But I didn’t want to break my promise; even if it’s only half complete. I PROMISE to fix things, and upload the pictures that didn’t cooperate & fix the text that didn’t show up. Enjoy what I have for now, I’m super sorry.

Apologizing,

Nik.

Homecoming ‘09<3

  

Here are the pictures from Homecoming that I could retrieve. I know it’s a bit late, but a promise is a promise…Enjoy!

 

 It’s possible you can’t tell from the pictures, but that was one of the best (most fun) nights, I’ve had in a long time. I couldn’t get any during Homecoming, simply because I was too busy getting my groove on! These pictures were taken right before we left for the dance, btw. The ladies featured in these pictures are some of my dearest, and closest best friends; (from left to right in the top picture on the right-hand side): Lusia, Valeria, (me), Tiffany.

Now that I know how to upload pictures to my laptop from my camera, I will be sure to upload more pictures documenting my life! Maybe it’ll add that extra “umf” to my blog, lol. I’ll have to catch you all later though, my stomach is alerting me that it’s time I go find something to eat!

Hungry,

Nik.

 

 

More To Come...!

I promise to write more later, because I keep getting distracted. However, I wanted to get a few things down right now while I’m thinking about them. Homecoming has finally come to an end, boo hoo. It was the most fun I’ve had in a long time! Friday when everything started; which included the pep rally, & the Homecoming game where we crushed the other team 34-14, and set a new record for the most rushing yards in a game! Than Saturday came with running around getting my nails done, and taking pictures with friends and family before the big night! It was so fun, dancing with the guys and my girls! I promise to upload some pictures later on, however as of right now, I don’t have my camera in my possession, lol! So, when I get it back, you will be the first to see all the good stuff. However, I’m off for right now, catch you on the flip side, lol!

Busy,

Nik.