Wow, what an interesting weekend it has been. It's been full of unexpected things; where to start? I guess I'll just start with Friday. That Friday, I was looking forward to a sleepover with my best friends; (I'll just give them nicknames..) Swagga (who's house we would be staying at), Livia (One of my closest friends), Mini Me (Livia's younger sister), and my sister. Now, you have no idea how much I was looking forward to this...And I had just talked to Swagga the day before, and she was siked and everything. So I'm sitting after practice, waiting for my mom to pick me up, and I get a text message, and who other than Swagga. And the message said, she had to cancel because she was sick with a fever, and couldn't have people over because of it. I was so disappointed, almost more than I was sad she was sick. (Harsh I know) But anyway, I ended up just doing nothing Friday, hung with my mom, made dinner, and watched a movie. I went out to Rita's-because everything was free-with Brianna, Adrienne, and my sister after picking them up from dance, but wasn't really in the mood to be with people. I was just down for some reason (had a lot on my mind). But Saturday was better went to visit my new baby cousin, and my family down there. And today wasn't bad either, got to see Adrienne, and Oriana, and everyone else at Super church. But it's crazy, I feel like Doctor Phil; giving out all this advice. First, Olivia, than Nyea, now Myles. Sheesh, Im'ma start charging 5 cents, just like Lucy did to Charlie Brown, lol! I don't mind giving advice though, I enjoy it actually. I guess I've found my field than. Oh, and I would also like to introduce Eric (AKA Budd). *Shows Budd her blog* Budd: *Shakes his head approvingly* **Background info: My ex-boyfriend of over, *counts on fingers* 9 times now? It's one of those on and off relationships people, and one of the most confusing relationships I've ever been involved in. And no matter how hard we try and move on from each other, something pulls us back to each other. Like we're opposites attracting. And we can't resist, what we can't control. It's weird, because I can't see myself with him sometimes, and other times I can't see me without him. Sometimes I think I can do much better, and other times I think I've found my soul mate. But the one thing that never seems to slip my mind, is that we are opposites. But I love the kid, even if we're only friends right now. Even if that's all we'll ever be anymore, as long as I still have him in my life, I'm happy. I feel I've already written a novel, GAH! Maybe I'll start on that...finishing my book. I only have the first page done-wow talk about writer's block-haha! But I'll get around to it, maybe on a rainy day...
Don't miss me too much.
Love, Nik.
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