I stand here and I wonder why it’s so hard for me to conform to the crowd. Even though people always say we’re all different, it seems like their all so alike. Yet, here I am; standing outside, while I’m still inside the room. Why am I the only “different” one among them?
Not sure where I’m going with that one (^^), I was just sorta feeling out of place with this group of kids I was with after school. Not the normal crowd I’m usually with…however, I can blend in well within different crowds, which is why my group of friends is so diverse. I just couldn’t understand why I felt so out of place with this particular group of friends?
I don’t know, it seemed like I was having a good day until my Dad ruined things, and my sister didn’t make things any better either. It just blows my mind how people hold so much power. We possess the power to make or break some people, and we as a people need to understand and control this power; because I feel like we’re beinning to abuse this precious gift...or is it a curse?
On a happier note, lol…Eli! So, we talked for the longest time yesterday! I got to know him very well last night, plus I loved how forward and funny he was. It’s apparent that something’s there, so we’ll (My girls, his boys) be going to Dorney, Saturday night for the Haunt Night, which is going to be so much fun! Eli and I made this “deal” so I’m super excited to hold up my end of the bargin, plus when I go this time I’ll have someone to “protect me”. <3
I’m finished, ranting lol. I love you all, and hopefully your day has gone better than mine! Oh, I’m beinging to feel sick, and a ton of kids in my school/area are out with “flu like syptoms” it’s a mess! However, we have a half day tomorrow, and I’m leaving early Friday…so things can only get better from here, right?
Tomorrow can’t come fast enough,
Nik.
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