Monday, October 26, 2009

The 411: 10/26/09

Hola chicos y chicas. Sorry, I’ve been distant. Somethings have been going on, and for some reason, when things begin to overtake me I tend to avoid my blog? Which is weird, I used to run to my blog in my time of need, now I feel like it’s a burden to be carried. I’m not sure, it’s just very difficult to explain. However, I know one thing, I won’t be shutting my blog down, that’s a no-no, lol! I love it too much, to get rid of it, I just have to get over this dumb little thing I have, is all.

Anyways, I’ve been alright. Actually, I’ve been very overwhelmed, a lot has been going on. I can’t really explain, but people know how to work my nerves, and push my buttons…but hey, two can play that game. School is good, I’m making the grades like always, it just takes a lot out of me. I put so much pressure on myself, (more pressure than anyone does), and I end up overworking/stressing myself out; which almost always ends in not only disappointment but accomplishment; it’s a bittersweet; love/hate thing.

On a happier note however, my birthday is in a couple weeks! November 8th to be exact! Since it’s going to be my 16th birthday (and it falls on a Sunday), my parents are letting me celebrate that whole weekend! So that Friday I’m going to have my bestfriends sleepover at a hotel with me, than that Saturday is our big football against our rival school; after the game we’re going to the movies, and out to eat (my friends & I), than my actual birthday (Sunday), I’ll spend with my family. I’m really excited, it’s the one thing I’m actually looking forward to!

Oh, and boys…I love you and all, but is it possible you could stop playing us girls? I shouldn’t say all guys are like this, (because without you “good guys”, where would we be?!) However, do you think you “good guys” could take care of the “bad guys” for us girls? & “good guys” I just wanna give you a pat on the back, don’t think you’re goodness and kindness is going unnoticed! I know you’re out there, and I thank you for treating girls right! I know you guys don’t like being played either, so we’re all together on this one…be true, and DON’T PLAY ONE ANOTHER!

Let’s leave this on a high note; tomorrow is going to be a good day, regardless of what I get on my Chemistry test; I did my best, and that’s all that counts. Hopefully my grade doesn’t drop too low, NO C’s!

Goodnight,

Nik.

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