Hola chicos e chicas! I think that's correct Spanish? I hope so, because I'm starting Spanish 1 this semester, and I need to know the basics! This is going to be a quick post, not as deep as the others, lol! Ah, I just realized I never informed you guys about me having to see a neurologist, guess now would be a good time to do that. Basically, I've been suffering from really bad headaches, so I went to the doctor not long ago, and they couldn't determine what the cause was. They ruled out tension headaches, which are headaches that are caused by stress. But really I'm not stressed out, I mean it's SUMMER...though there was that one thing thing that could have scarred me...hmm, eh. So, being that it wasn't tension headaches, they went straight to migraines. Being that my migraines are accompanied with nausea it was apparent that I had to see a specialist, i.e. a neurologist. It's crazy though, because the list of good neurologists in my area were all booked up until late September, which is when I will be going. Better pray it's nothing serious, cause that's a long time to wait! Switching off that quick, my mom said something interesting today when we were talking, I was talking about having a party when I turn 16, and I was remembering my 13th birthday party, and my mom was talking about having it at the same place, but I was saying I couldn't because they're be too many people to fit there. Which brought her to ask how many friends I'd lost over the course of three years. And when I thought about who I'd invited to my party, and who I still talked to I realized I hadn't lost many people. I mean some of the girls I've lost contact with, but their the girls I never considered to be my "bestfriends" just some really close friends. But the "bestfriends" I had at the time I no longer speak to. Well one of them I do, but we're no longer what I'd consider to be bestfriends, and the other girl, well you guys no the story with Ms. "I'm gonna date your ex-boyfriend" lol! Anyway, getting to the point, thinking about it, I've lost maybe three CLOSE friends over the course of three years. That's funny three friends in three years! However, in the course of losing those friends, I've gained so many more. So many, I'm not going to even sit here and try and count them. I'm not just talking about really close friends, I'm talking about gaining some bestfriends. So, really dropping those three people helped me to gain so many more to help replace the empty holes they left. I forgive those people though, for hurting me, for causing me to lose sight of my destiny, I needed them though, and I'm realizing that now. So Eric, Navea, Shannon, you guys are forgiven. Eric, I know you blame me for us not being together, and you know what? Yeah, it was my fault, it's my fault we're not together right now, but it had to be this way. We weren't meant to be my dear, and I'm sorry that I had to drag you through our relationship that way. But I honestly was in with love, I truly and honestly was. You were my first love, and you know what they say about your first love, you never forget them! You'll always be in my heart, ALWAYS. So, if you ever, EVER need anything, doesn't matter what, I've got you, arms outstretched, no questions asked, promise. Navea, and Shannon same goes for you, dears. Navea, I'm moving on. Yeah you got a little big headed about your part in the play, but it was well deserved because you did an amazing job in it. Yeah, you made a lot of new friends, and forgot about the amazing ones you already had, but alls forgiven.
However, I'm gonna cut this short. Have to start packing for tomorrow's trip to the beach, yay!
Forgiving,
Nik.
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