ponder somethings for me.

sometimes i wonder why i bother.
sometimes i wonder why i put myself through this.
sometimes i wonder when i'll be able to break this evil hold over me.
sometimes i wonder when i'll be able to fight this temptation.
sometimes i wonder when i'll move on past this hurt.
sometimes i wonder what the world would be like without me.
sometimes i wonder what people truly think about me.
sometimes i wonder what really goes on in my head.
sometimes i wonder when i'll take responsibility for my actions.
sometimes i wonder when i'll stop wondering and take action.
sometimes i wonder when the world will become a better place.
sometimes i wonder why people hurt people.
sometimes i wonder why i can't stop.
sometimes i wonder why i can't be who i want to be.
sometimes i wonder why i can't listen to my heart.
sometimes i wonder why i can't listen to what GOD has in store for me.
sometimes i wonder why i can't do the things i say i'm going to do.
sometimes i wonder why i let them hurt me.
sometimes i wonder when i'll become the person i wanna be.

...sometimes, sometimes i wonder, when things are all going to come together.

*take this time now, to write down somethings you wonder about, anything and everything; but don't be too specific, just put it in a general sense. it'll help you get your thoughts in order, and help you determine the things you want to change, or figure out. just try it out, you never know when you can be liberated from some things.*

wondering,
nik.