I feel like I could just lose it right now. Not particularly breaking down, (however, that is included, lol). But just lose everything; my sanity, my morals, everything that means anything to everyone and their expectations on me. I just want to lose all of that. I want to become a different person. I’m not who they want me to be. I was actually thinking about this on the bus after school today. You know how you just sudden realize something? Well that’s basically what happened to me; I suddenly came to the realization that I’m never going to be able to live up the standards everyone has placed on me. Sorry, for the venting session, just had to get something's off my mind.
I’m challenging all of you to think about this; Are you living the life you want to live? Are you striving for your goals, or someone else’s? Fulfill what you want to do, don’t ever allow someone to steal your dreams. If you want something you have to go after it. And you can’t expect everyone to be on board with you, sometimes reaching your goal means leaving some people behind. So decide who you’re living for; yourself, or someone else.
Distracted,
Nik.
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